Me ❤

Looking at his pics

Strange but true.

She no longer feel how she've felt 2yrs plus ago.

It seems so near, yet so far. The feeling.

He is like a stranger to her now. A complete stranger.

Someone whom she was used to b so close with.

This coming 19 Oct, will be the third yr since she've last seen him.

She no longer misses him. YES! No longer.

She feels so happy abt it. ^^

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She used to hate him. Hate him for being irritating. So irritating tt whenever she talked to him, she felt like breaking tt neck of his. She told herself tt she would nv fall for someone like him.

But

she betrayed herself.

She had forgotten how she eventually developd tt 'special' feeling for him. But in order nt to fall deeply, she decided to ask him to become her 'god-brother' (cuz sis/bro r/s could nt b tgt. That was what they thought back den). Yes. They did become. & ones with reali close r/s thou. Ones who would call each others almost every nights n chit-chat abt every craps n every stupid little things. It was all so fun n unforgettable.

He was the one she ran to when she broke off with her bf. He was the one who helped to patch up their r/s. She was thankful. But the r/s did not work out in the end.

They were in the same class in upper sec. That was the times whereby they reali had times of their life. Reali lotsa stupid stuffs. They were reali reali sweet. Something she'll always rem. =D

They quarrelled once. Only once. He was drunk tt night. He shouted at her. Later in the night, he came back. Kissed her on the forehead n apologized for shouting at her. =)

Good thing always come to an end thou. He left the school and they did not contact at all until 2005.

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19 Oct 2005 - She received a call in the morning. "Hey, xxx would b coming back to Sing for a few days." At the moment, she was jumping for joys. She had yearned to see him. Lotsa. She missed him.

She could clearly rem the look on his face when he saw her appearing right in front of him when he reached tt meeting point on tt day. That surprise look. "hw come u're here??" - tt was what he said. They den hugged. It was sweet.

They spent the rest of the day tgt, along with the one who had called her, and his girl.

The next day, he left for another country. Still, they did keep in touch. Via smses for days. Till he came back to Sing agn for another few days.

On second day, they had spent the entire evening tgt. They did nothing. Nothing at all. (dun b mistaken). They had spent the night chatting away. It was a gd chat. They thrashed everything out. He asked her - "y we nv did get tgt at all". She answered - "cuz I did not wana get hurt. I hate breakup n the last thing tt I eva wanted to hv was to hv my heart broken n ended up being hurt. Reali hurt. It sux. Definitely sux." They laughed it off.

He wanted something tt belonged to only the both of them. So he bought rings for themselves. He wanted to get the real rings from the jewel shops but she stopped him. Called him silly. Till tdy, the ring is still with her.

The hardest day she had gone thru was tt day he, informing her tt he was leaving. Receiving his sms, she broke dw n cry. A real hard cry.

Aft tt day, everything goes back to normal for her. She has to continue her life. She has her own.

Eventually she reali move on n she is reali happy abt it. She finali has speak up. Something which she is glad she has done it cuz she noe tt she has to move forward.

She will nv forget till now, another her hates her. Cuz of him. She was happy when she heard abt another her, telling her sister, how much she (tt another her) hate her cuz of him. She (tt another her) did not noe tt she was actuali her sister. She (tt another her) had told the wrong person. = )

She'll always rem him. As a friend. A friend who was once special to her, in her heart. ^^

She is happy with her life right now, with what she has. =D

She is happy.