Wednesday, April 2, 2008

I simply hate this feeling. Feeling of being weird.

I avoided ur call again. This is like....(I'm actuali losing the no. of counts) of times tt I did not ans ur call. I noe tt this is rude. But its juz tt I'm not ready to hear ur voice.

I wish u 'Happy Birthday' but not hoping in return a 'thank you' from u. Juz wan to let u noe tt I still rem this is a special day for u n hope tt a simply 'Happy Birthday' from me could put a smile on ur face.

Yes, we have made a promise - 'Bro & Sis Forever' n I reali mean it when I made the promise with u. I cant afford to lose a bro like u too.

U can say I'm being petty or whatever tt comes to ur mind. While u were happily attached, did u still rem me, ur sis, existence? Like what u've said, u did gv me a sms or two..but were they enuff???? N when u are no longer with her, u started bombing my phone. Calling almost everyday, if not alternate days. Not calls, den smses. I admit, I feel irritated whenever I c ur names appearing on my screen. U noe it too, hw u've been treating me. Put urself in my shoes. If I was the one in ur position, hw will u feel? Seriously, I feel being used. Got gf, threw me aside. Gf no longer by ur side, u come running back to me. What do u treat me as?

I noe tt u dote on me alots. N me, like u, as a bro alots too. We have shared many sweet memories n I appreciate bits n pieces of them. Like playing in class n doing stupid things together. Whenever I'm upset, u'll nv failed to put back tt smile on my face. I'll always rem the day tt u called me up n informed tt he was coming back to Singapore. U noe how much I long to c him. Thks to u, I'm able to spend sweet great times with him for a few days. Till nw, they are still the best days I've in my life so far. = )

We need to talk. A face to face talk. Is doing harm to us if we do not trash everything out.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! = )

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