Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Its sunshine after the rain.

^^

Had a small tiff with Mummy on Monday night. It was abt driving agn.

Was feeling pretty guilty aft that & had blamed myself for throwing unnecessary tantrum at her. Therefore, in order to avoid further tension, we did not speak to each others for the rest of the night.

The one thing tt I dun like is to hv an agrument with Mummy or being rude towards her. I'll feel bad if I'm to c her feeling unhappy. She is someone who is soft-hearted n will get hurt easily. When we were younger, whenever she caned us, she would cry to herself aft tt. Tt is y we r nv afraid of her. =X But can say tt, both me n tt fat auntie are more afraid of Mummy being sad than angry. Cuz of this, we'll always think twice before we're to say anything to her.

I think I've an emo Mummy. *hAhahz*. Probably the most emo person in the hse. =P

So last night, I reached home n saw Mummy at the corridor, took the initiative to talk to her. Could c her mood was of better too. =)

I was glad tt everything was alright.

When she came back fr shopping, she came into my room n showed me tt big bar of chocolate she had bought n asked whether I wana hv them now. I said, "nah, might hv sore throat the next day if I'm to hv them now".

Later in the night, she came into my room agn n I explained to her everything abt driving in details. Nt sure whether she understood or not, but nvm, as long as I'm to get my licence, she'll b happy. =D

I like to trash thing out. Cuz I dun believe in dragging unhappiness stuffs for long. & I dun like to fight or quarrel with anybody. Unless, I see the need. But I kinda pity tt fat auntie. *HaHaz*. Once in awhile, I may attitude her. Sometimes, I think she aso dun understand y I'm being so attitude. *hAhaz* Nevertheless, I'll always be the first to initiate a conversation if I noe tt I've attitude her. Cuz I noe tt I'm in the wrong. I'm not so mean afterall, k. =)

Anyway, last evening, I finali went dw to Ssdc to renew my booklet. I've being told tt there's no such thing as in starting all over again fr lesson 1, as long as I'm a student with them. Phew~. ^^

& so, my last 2 practical lessons will take place in August. 1 with my fave instructor, muz irritate him to try to let me pass the 2 lessons if possible cuz the 2nd practical lesson will be conducted by another instructor whom I duno will b who. I dun like. (blame it tt my fave instructor will b on leave on the 2nd lesson). My Final Theory will den take place in September in which I wana to pass juz once (to beat my previous record of passing it on the 4th time).

This x round, I juz hv this great determination to pass everything in one go. Duno y n where this great determination comes fr. *hAhaZ* Mayb, the angel in me. =)

Kinda feeling happy tdy. Mayb cuz its Wed, mid week.

Dear Mr Boss told me this morning tt I can get the chance to help him out in the Golf Tournament in the near future. I cnt wait. *hEez*. I dun mind helping him out in anything as long as he leaves me out of his Church activity. *hAhaz*

2 more days to watch 'The Dark Knight'.^0^ *Yippy!!!*

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