Thursday, November 13, 2008

Do I look like someone :

- who is not approachable?
- not easy to communicate with?
- doesn't care about whats happening to those whos ard me?
- who is so fake, going ard makin friends & ended up nt maintainin the bonds?

Sad to say, I'm not of any of the above mentioned.

I know. I've been labelled as being too sticky with my girls that almost all of my times are being spent tgt with them.

I'm sure that everybody is the same. Whichever time u r available and whoever has asked you out first, u'll be agreeable to it if u're able to make it, right?

I'm not tt selfish to the extend tt I only have eyes and times for my girls. I've them for others too. If you want us to meet up and spend time tgt, just sms me or give me a call. We cn arrange that. Therefore, U DUN HAVE THE RIGHT TO LABEL ME AS BEING SELFISH.

DUN ASSUME U R ME and think tt I'll b busy and properly spending times with my girls again.

I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE THINK THAT THEY ARE ME. THEY UNDERSTAND ME. THEY KNOW ME INSIDE OUT. DUN PRETEND TO BE.

THERE IS ONLY ONE ME. ONLY ME.

Dun expect me to block out all my dates just for you and sit down there dumb-ly, just to wait for you to ask me out.

If you dun take the initiative to do anything abt the friendship tt we've shared, I'm sorry but as times go by, I'll be doing the same too. Be a selfish person and not to do anything to maintain tt relationship and eventually we r of nothing at all.

& one more other thing tt reali piss me off is tt I AM BEING IGNORED, BEING ANGRY AT OR WHATEVER SHIT IT IS, without me knowing why.

HATE ME OR WHATEVER IT IS, LET ME KNOW. Don't treat me like a fool and wasting my time away, thinking of WHY, WHY, WHY, am I being treated in a way tt I DUN DESERVED AT ALL.

Anyway, after a gd night slp n am having a clearer mind now. I know what I have to do.

I DUN SEE THE NEED TO B NICE TO PEOPLE WHO DUN TREASURE ME AT ALL.

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