Tuesday, August 25, 2009

After tearing, I truly understand tt those precious tears of mine shld actually meant to be for the right reason; reason person.

Thinking back, I've realized how silly I was back den. Always crying for the wrong reason; wrong person. But maybe not the wrong person thou. Everything does happen for a reason. Therefore, I dun think I've wasted any tears on any wrong person. :)

Yup, and so now I'm the only one left fighting the battle alone. Used to be 4 of us. & then left the 2 of us. But fr tdy onwards, I'll be the only one left. Fighting against whatever may come. And guess I shld be ready for it. ;D

Since she is asking me to carry on the dip dream of hers along with mine, I shall realise them. Not to disappoint her and myself. With her words, I noe tt I'm gona do it. ^^

Maybe its silly but when both of us were crying while smsing each others, I felt that the friendship is so true. I mean its like, even when smsing, we could teared. Guess it showed that we noe something just had to happen n its really beyond our control. All we hv to do is just face it. To go with it.

Sometimes I think tt I'll die for my friends. I almost couldnt make it for one of the papers for this x round exam. Juz bcuz I've been marking her attendances for her. And I almost got caught 2 lessons ago. But thks to some of my friends who were quick enuff to get me thru. I din regret my action. Nope. Nt at all. I wanted her to take exam too. I wana her to realize our dreams tgt. :)

But sadly, this can nv happened again. No longer can I see her stepping into class with tt shawl around her and hving her to sit beside me. ;( I'll definitely miss that!

I'm starting to miss her already. ;( ;( ;(

Told her that Once We R Friends, We Will Always B. That's somethin tt'll nv change. & I believe tt. :D

Sept is gona b here soon! Cuz it mean I'm gona c my Dear Ju. ^^

Nitz~

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